Currently Listening If You're Not the One By Daniel Bedingfield "If You're Not The One" see related

* So Send my Love a Letterbomb *

* && visit me in Hell *

* We're the ones going. *

Well, I was right.

nathan && I  broke up, he dumped me.

I am completly broken, && I was right about Kelly. He told me that he still has feelings for her even though he was dating me, I feel so bad for myself. I hate her so much, besides.. she's so mean to me. He told me that he couldn't lie to me, && that he never wanted to cheat on me, but he just couldn't lie. So, it makes me wonder..

Was his friendship/relationship more important to him than his relationship with me?

I just feel like crawling into a hole.

&& I keep singing this song --> (I changed the lyrics a little bit to fit my mood)

"If Your Not The One" - Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maime my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as your wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?